Girls!!

I love when the girls come to visit because it always = Shopping!! Ashli spent her 20th birthday shopping with me and after we stopped at the Dixie rock to snap a few (hundred) photo's of their new purchases!!

Happy Friday!!

School's OUT for SUMMER........

I really cant' believe Travis has completed another year of school WOW! Where does the time go? When I was in school the year went by so slow, now it seems like yesterday we were getting him ready for his first day of second grade. I am sooooo proud of Travis. He has been such a wonderful help around here lately, he is one of the best brothers a little girl like Scotlynn could ask for and I know their bond is only going to get stronger with age!! Travis I love you more then you can even understand, your dad and I are so proud of you and look forward to all the great things you are going to do in THIRD grade!! Now go and play......school is OUT!!!!!

Birthday planning!!

So I wasn't going to do a big birthday party for Scotlynn again but I just cant resist after seeing the pictures Nicole Gerulat took of this party!!

I am getting really excited!! I have already enlisted my friend Alisha from One Memory At A Time to take her pictures! We had a pow wow and came up with some really cute ideas for the invite. I am always happy when the party is over especially, but it is so much fun to plan even if not everyone appreciates your efforts. I plan right now on making all the kids their very own Raggedy Ann or Andy doll, but we will see if I have enough time and energy. This party was put together so perfectly and I am going to steal just about every idea they had!!! Can't wait!!!!

Happy Friday!!

I love this little girl!! Cole and Carly were nice enough to let me get some pictures of the most adorable Finley!!

Austin Rae Hirschi

Happy Birthday baby boy!!! Today is a sad day for me. I cant help think that I would be celebrating my SEVEN year old birthday today if he wasn't taken from me! No one will ever understand the hurt that I feel, how stupid comments like so glad you included Austin can hurt. I feel like I just want to scream sometimes.... why wouldn't I included someone who had a life outside of the hospital someone who just looking at him made me happy? I know people are just being nice and I really don't hold on to the anger for long, but it doesn't mean it irritates me less. Austin I love you as much, if not more today as I did the day I found out I was going to be your mother!! I wish with everyday that passes you could be here with us, but until then I will wait for the day I KNOW i will see you again!! Happy Birthday my little Hollywood!!!

Blogging about a blog

So I check the Matilda Jane blog pretty often (at least once a day okay sometimes twice) and I was sooooo excited to see a picture I took of the girly's all holding hands LOVE IT!!! One more obsession of mine Matilda Jane................... maybe I need to start just blogging about my obsessions because that list could go on and on!!

Happy Friday!!

The Great Debate!

Robert and I have recently been talking about family and what we can handle as far as ours goes. I have always wanted four kids who knows why? Probably because that's how many my mom had, I don't know I'm weird like that. I have also realized recently with Scotlynn getting older that it might be kind of a stretch. I don't like the thought of having more kids with Robert if he is not willing to put in the effort to spend quality time with them. I know that sounds bitchy! Robert is a great provider!!! He makes sure we have everything we want and need (my shopping needs are mostly met) and he wakes up every morning earlier than any sane person would ever want to because he is a hard worker. Believe me we have discussed this a million time over........... nothing seems to change as far as time spent with the kids, if he is not working his mind is on the golf course. I get it he needs time to relax which brings us to our "Great Debate"! Who should get fixed????? My vote is ROBERT!! Robert seems to think it's me that should go in for a pretty major surgery to get my tubes tied. My point for thinking he should is this- we don't know the future......obviously....... so who's know if Robert and I will be together forever or not?? I love him to death, but he could find someone he likes more tomorrow and I would still be the mother of his two kids that he would still have to provide for. I feel like I am compromising what I have always wanted (4 kiddos) because I love Robert and I am totally okay with that heck I have two of the most adorable kids on the planet. I have a boy and a girl and my maternal needs are pretty much met, but like I said who know the future. I might want more later.....right?? So as Robert and I were discussing this AGAIN and he starts to consider going in to get clipped (which is way more easily reversed than tubal ligation) he says to me well.................... maybe we should have one more ahhhh!!!

No way on three!! Unfortunately three usually means someone gets left behind. Even numbers is all I will have..... like I said I am weird like that! It's two or four no in between!!!

Logann

Girls, Girls, Girls!!

Avary

The girls are going to be three next month WOW!! I figured why Ashlee was gone I would take some pictures for her. Mostly because she never brings them over when she is here! Here is some of Avary we took this morning lighting sucked, but we got some. We are off to Hurricane to take Loganns and some of the both of them!

Hiking Hippies

While Ashlee and Shawn are off being hiking hippies I get to have fun with their girls! Zoe is having a blast playing with Roxie, but I think her age may be catching up to her! We have a week full of fun planned so I am sure that means a week full of posts.

Happy mom's day weekend!!