Shower time!

Every time I take a shower it never fails Scotlynn ends up in with me fully clothed and soaking wet! So yesterday I decided to save me the trouble of having to re-dress her in dry clothing I would just let her in with me. After I was done she refused to get out almost an hour later she was freezing cold and ready for me to dry her off and warm her up! While in the shower she did get all of my hair out of the drain for me what a good little helper!

New rugs in the kitchen = new blanket for Scotlynn

Complete with fake snoring (where she picked that up who knows) Scottie was snug as a bug in a RUG!!

These chicks make me laugh!

I took these while on our trip to the desert and if we had a day without Avary pouting, Logann without her hood on, Scotlynn not putting every rock and piece of dirt that she came across her mouth and attacking either Lo Lo and or A A
well........then it just wouldn't have been a complete day at all!




I do have to say that I am so happy that Scottie has these girls to grow up with. I just imagine the future and hope that the bond between the three of them just grows and grows.

What to do now????

With the football season over which sport will Travis get obsessed with now???? This kid was teaching me about football by the end of the season. Sadly our Viking's lost the the most important game of the season aside from Superbowl maybe next year Vik's!!

YES!!!

Yes ladies he is taken............................................almost FIVE years to finish this project!!!

Whats with the crack we aren't even doing any plumbing?





It was a family effort and I am over joyed to report that it it almost complete just a little painting and some new carpet and my bedroom and bathroom will be complete!!! Now on to Travis' room which has no carpet at the moment!




at the end of the day this is how we all felt.......

The many moods of me......and Scotlynn

Yesterday was a bad day for me. I was mad at a couple of different people for a couple of different reasons, sometimes I just get plain tired of having to be strong all the time! I don't know why I feel this way whether I put it on myself or if it peoples expectations of me?!?! Some mornings... well some days all day I just want to tell people exactly how I am feeling that I get up and I am mad, mad at the world mad at God mad at family just Mad!! I don't understand why my babies aren't with me I don't understand why I don't get the opportunity to raise them here on EARTH today and everyday for the rest of my life. I cant help but question things like did I do something to deserve what I have been dealt. I just want to surround myself with people that I love and who love me back I realise our time here is not guaranteed and I'm not guaranteed my kids tomorrow so why waste my time here being what people want me to be and around people I just cant plain stand!! Today I feel better after keeping Ashlee on the phone for probably three hours why I vented about life, people and things that make me mad a few tears and some laughs later I allowed her to hang up and I thought how thankful I am to have Ashlee my best friend and (*BONUS*) sister in my life!!! I was going through some pictures today and found these of Scotlynn who I think has one of the worst tempers I have ever seen I'm tellin ya she is a firecracker and I realised after my pity party day being mad at the world and just wanting to yell at someone or slap someone in the face, that she is just like me!!!



Silly

Cute

Mad

Really mad

Sad

All these moods in about 30 seconds!!

I'm so lucky

When I first found out I was pregnant with Travis I was in complete shock! After being told that I may never have kids by a Dr.(I wont name but, no longer see) it felt like a complete miracle. Thirteen short months later along came my sweet Austin and I imagined my boys future together as best friends and close brothers. I bought matching bedding and I would day dream about how I would set their room up. The thought grew on me everyday, but when we lost Austin all those day dreams went by the waste side and Trav was an only child. Six years (not without trying for all six of those years) later I found out we were finally having our baby girl and she was healthy!!! I was so nervous that it would be almost like having two separate families, but to my surprise I LOVE having Travis the age he is with Scotlynn being the age she is. Travis is so loving and tender with her and I can tell how much he really wants to protect his baby sister. I think this is only the beginning of something really great with these two awesome kids of mine!! As I watch my kids outside playing together I truly feel SO LUCKY!



You know your having fun when you are laughing so hard snot comes out;)

Cant sit still!

This is what I get to see every morning! Travis has a hard time just standing in front of the mirror to brush his teeth. He usually walks all around the house which results in tooth paste spillage and a outfit change or at least a shirt! Whats the deal? I personally like to look in the mirror while brushing, somehow I think that if I'm looking I wont miss an ounce of yuck. I guess to each is own on this one!




Gotta love the bed head!

My name is Jordane and I'm an addict!

Alright I admit it I may have fibbed when I put in our profile that I have an obsession with shopping.......... its more like I am addicted to designer labels and if they come in mini sizes forget about it there is no resisting!!! Exhibit "A" True Religion jeans in a size 2! I melted under the pressure of getting out of the store without them in tow. Hey it's a factory store so it was a good deal right?

Happy Valentines Day!!

We woke up this morning to a surprise from Grandma and Grandpa Hirschi! Travis got a monkey balloon that Scottie wont even let him touch and Scottie got a froggy balloon. Grandma "Hirschi's kisses" for breakfast!!

Guilty

I am feeling guilty for only really having pictures of Scotlynn on my blog but trying to track Trav down and then get him to sit still is hard. I am really going to make a effort to get more picture's of him! Until then here is some more funny one's of my little Scottie potty!!

OUCH OUCH OUCH

My poor baby had to get seven stitches. What are the odds that my rough and tough boy has never had a stitch or a broken bone and my little princess (terrorist, dare devil) has already beat him in the sick scar department? Scotlynn handled it like a pro until it actually came time to lay on the gurney and get rolled up like a burrito in a sheet while having some big strange man string a needle through your eyebrow, lets just say SHE FREAKED!!! It took about twenty minutes to get the seven stitches in because the little Hercules needed two girls and the burrito sheet to hold her still and even then she managed to give them hell!! Once we got home she had a power nap for about twenty minutes and then woke up and was my happy little girl again.

Grandpa is GREAT!!!

This post I am dedicating to my dad! I want to scream from the roof tops how much I LOVE him, he is the best father, grandfather and person I know. I cant even think about him without crying. I have never seen a grandpa love his grand kids so much he always wants to be around them even in their terrorist moments and he will find away to make excuses for their bad behavior. Scotlynn adores her Papa and I am almost positive the feeling is mutual if its not he does a good job pretending. Dad I just want you to know how much fun I had on our trip and I will appreciate and remember it as the best vacation ever for as long as I live! Thank you for being you and being the BEST dad and grandpa that ever existed! I LOVE YOU!!!